NO update for 1 week, back in camp. and no leave tis week, drats.
Its a good to carry His presence everywhere i go.

and things are returning back to what it use to be, or so i think.

and its hard also to accept duties on a sunday morning.

till nxt friday.. no blogging

why!??!?! why!??! is ambiguous blogging a IN thing now

Had a long evening juz nw.
Dinner and sight seeing.
my heart still feels so cold....its only a matter of time.


My Fish and Chips meal
at botak jones

another view













Of course can tell that i don't eat salad. tis dont belong to me.














and aft everthing, sight seeing at marina pier

wasted day. the mind's always stronger then the heart. but in fact, the Heart shld be the 1 speaking not the mind. what is done cannot be undone.

Thoughts, are something to play with, but, there danger lies within.
how would 1 think with the heart? not the mind.

i juz cant wait for the future to come, but time is keeping that now.
why cant juz some 1 turn the clock forward,
why do a clock read, seconds, mins and hours,
why not days, months and years.
only then will time seems fast.


Sigh

the brain isn't cooperating with me. I need to do , but it wants something eles.
Completed 2 impt part of my ord clearance today, left with 4 more.

spent the night playing PS2 in the pantry, being a feast to the flying mozzies inside it.
but i don see any bite marks on me the nxt morning.
Miss lunch, cos i wanted to dine at the canteen, but when i went over, it was closed. so no lunch today. dinner was as usual, sucky
i wont miss these food at all when i leave army. its more of a breakup with the food providers.

HAPPY INDIAN NEW YEAR TO ALL INDIANS.

“Vision without action is merely a dream. Action without vision just passes the time.
Vision with action can change the world.” - Joel Barker, The Star Thrower Story

It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you, But when we are apart I feel it too. And no matter what I do I feel the pain, With or without you.

Living a ambiguous life, a Life that contradicts, full of stereotypes, No, not me.
i woke up today with the vibrating sound of my hp on the chair beside me, looking out the window were dark skies and water droplets foaming on the window. the cold night could have cause it.
Breakfast wasn't as good as the week before, manage only half the plate.

and I m reminded of what happen, last emerge day, last year.

Invested wasted money on the phone. But its has been a long time since i last did it.
The night rain is falling me into sleep. Tutorials will start in less den 12hours time. and i m so worried yet not, for it. Hope everything turns out well.

I sometimes walk in GREAT fear in life. 1 hand, Heaven is open over me. but FAITH will increase, a seedtime and harvest journey will re-start again. Faith will expand again. time of lack will come again. BUT, all these are cycles of life.

Gonna start "schooling" soon. Hope i get use to it.

Sticking to 1 simple rule, One Heart, One Journey, One Purpose.
Happy Birthday To YOU.
Pst Started to ask us to visualize our new stadium, but I had been visualizing something MORE then that. Great destiny starts from the heart.
I spent the day under WHITE HOT skies, walking under little air-conditioning area. Saw nice if not beautiful shirts that i really wanted, Had the money, but NO money for that shirt.

Faces turned little black when i appear with, but things still uncleared.
Walking under open heaven feels good. all ready to build God His stadium.

Promises Received, sounded great and worth looking forward to. The month of november, shall be renamed to, Month of business. Practically, events every other day and week, that i have to forgo 2 very important things. So, i wont get my driving license so soon.

Things to look forward for, ( not in order )
1) my driver's license
2) my financial advisor's license
3) my Pink IC
4) my 1st client deal
5) meeting up with owner of Tommy and tommy bear

God has been really really, i mean, REALLY good to me.