I tried to make some sound, but my nails didn't corporate,
Its was late in the night.
My spirit yearns for Him, but still couldn't take a single proper cord on the instrument made

For all that has happen, for all that is done, I need His Presence so much more than any earthly thing cold do.

Given a chance i would have change, Given some power change I will make, For all to see, For some to stumble, But for all of His glory i have to let go

Just a thought, not a poem My heart still yearns for Him to prevail. I hate changes for all you know, return to the start as was so great

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I Bought a rubix cube for myself as a x-mas gift. how sad.. and i could't solve it!

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

I wish i could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know


(chorus)
I'm all out of love, i'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am i without you
I can't be too late to say i was so wrong


I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long, lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh, so right?


And what would you say if i called on you now
And said that i can't hold on?
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or i'll be gone, i'll be gone


(chorus)
Ooh, what are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
(repeat chorus)

Night OUT

Had a night out with Thomas till 4 tis morning. Nah.. it wasnt much of a "shopping" but more lik, eating.. and playing. Found some places tt we dont even knew exits too. ITs nice tt one has a vehicle.

First stop: where we had our stingray which SUCCKss soo much. thou it looks nice,


and also 20pc of satay tt filled the whole stomach.... with a special gravy tt has pineapple in it.

looks special right.. its my 1st time seeing this

After that heavy meal, Had a drive, and reach a place tt looks lik this...

Ponggol BEAch???!?!

World war II site? I tot its at Sentosa... haha


I dont even remember learning tt there's this place in school.
and for those who also duno abt this.. here's a brief discription of the place.


That it.. for the night....

Christmas

It's the year end again. I wouldn't say I've done much. only the BIG ORDed life i've achive 2weeks back. and gosh.. i still m jobless though had attend a supposed interview yesterday, it turn out to be some MASS interview where i have 2 infront of me. and 20 pple behind me waiting to be interviewed also.. GOSH,.,.!!

Guess, it'll be another stay home Wednesday again. I HATE STAYING HOME..
I need some shopping money spree

*blogging in red. cos its Christmas!!!

SHoppings

Have i ever said, I REALLY LOVE SHOPPING.. i mean lik.. REALLLLLY!!

but i m jobless now

thats wad i told the shop owner when he tries to tempt me to buy tat pair of shirt on his rack. BUT nt as if i was lying to him. i m indeed jobless. :( I need a job badly...
So had a mass shopping spree with Dale, nah. it was HIS shopping spree.

I do need a job that pays me well, cos i'll be lik spending my life for them lah. and working at Macdonalds suCK! its only for kids who's still studying in secondary school.

After all, i have a job interview at 2pm tmr. DO hope they allow me to start work after Christmas. All geared up for wed - thur chalet ...
things will start to be better somehow

Ritchell Lim

Ritchell Lim

She stood straight, pure and innocent

As she struck her first chord

Tears start to well up

In her I saw the reality of life’s imperfections

Redeemed by the glory of God’s grace

In her I saw what love and family can do

To nurture the beauty of a child

In her I saw what mankind could achieve

When we cast aside worldly cares

And commit to a vision of the gifts within

Forever will i remember the day she sang

She did 2 piece for US, titled "hear my prayer" and "the one who keeps me safe"
touch the hearts of many with teary eyes. Its really an inspiration to hear these words from a 12yr old gal.

" BUT don't be proud of your gifts...... be proud of THE ONE that has given that gifts to you"

find out MORE abt her at her webside @ http://www.ritchell.com

======Hearts to soft for words======

constipated

Tough trip in the looty juzt nw.

Read a fren's letter to santa, makes me wanna write also.. but i guess i'll ask God instead.

It is hard not to notice and talk abt things which are SO true. and its hard to stay in it,...
we wanna get out...

when will the time come for us to really move up to another level., its sucks staying rooted for 3yrs. argh!!!

will some1 step out. will some1 step up??

Dear God......
Help!!!
In Jesus name. Amen

Finally had the threads in my mouth removed for good. Its been a tough week without my favourite food, but nw, i can eat properly again,. :) :)

Had my fav nasi lemak juz nw (my 1st kindda proper meal aft a week also)

i still cannot get the xiao hei and xiao bai joke of my mind...

isn it amazing tt one can go out without snapping pictures at all.
kairos moment nt captured. I drop my p990i for the1st time todae in hte bummy bus jounery.
scratched a little.. pity i didnt buy insurance for it..

begining to hate blogger.. damn laggy.

Svc was awesome todae. i mean REALLY awesome. though i cant shout much, sing much, talk much. but i had my fair share of laughter. haha...

i m looking forward for my x-mas gifts.... but.. wonder who would send me one.. pray for tt sth very special.

Job hunting in process.. any offerers ? do contact me directory.. 96165906. waiting for ur call.")

its nt nice. feeling... ur mouth swelling, hungry but hard to eat. thirsty and also hard to drink.
Let tis cup pass me Lord

LAST, Forgets, Fears

Todae I had many LAST experiences.
1) my last taxi ride to camp officially.
2) last time sitting in the office pantry, watching the 29inch screen tele
3) last time walking through the SOC route
4) last handshakes with my men.
5) last bus ride from cck from camp home.

all these thoughts of last experience left me gaining back my IC.
I HAVE OFFICIALLY ORD.

i have forgoten the bright pink colour of the Identity card. the sec 3 look i had on it, and most of all, i have forgoten abt the crack on the top down on this card.

another chapter has began.

I shalt always remember the friends i've made inside, the ungliness of a NSF i have portray during my service, all these experiences shall forever be remembered deeply.

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to all those who had not ORD, don worry ur time will come. AND it's not so much of excitement as one always thoughts it was.

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i m on my 11th hour fast as of now, later at 13oo, [ tts my 14th hour fast] I'm doing my wisdom tooth operation. fears still inside me. but "everything is alright, I've got Jesus with me" He's walking with me.!

Operation wisdom tooth*
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*ouch*ouch*


nice video to share

Had my 1st visit to the leg massage today with Thomas Ong. ALl along i tot it muz be VERY painful to sit there and get ur legs pressed by some guy. But.. it's nt.. Not so pain. and i learned today that, if pain occurs, it only means tt that part of the body isnt healthy.




After reaching home, i discovered a bruises on my left leg. OUCH!

Waiting for you to come home.

it's been pretty long since i cooked myself porridge. I really hate porridge but i had the cravings todae, not bad taste aft a pretty long break from it.



Blogger seems to have a prob with me uploading its pic now. drats..
and many things has changed.

Tooth/teeth still aching....

It'll be a dreadful week. Had my scanning and recommendations done today, scheduled Dental Day Surgery THIS Friday [ gosh so fast ] after i collect my PINK IC.. [no more outing enjoyment]

Nature of Surgery
Excision imoacted teeth #38,48,18,26,3S,4S Its a total of 7 removal!!! wtf..

i m so scared lah... so so afraid.....

General Anesthesia it will be, and my 2nd GA surgery for this year!! gosh.. means i cant donate blood again for another 6mths plus

I need a breakthrough
Weird dreams last night... only 1 person knew it.
ORD-ing soon,
Camp dentist tmr,

Youth camp from wed to fri,
friday- ORD date..

feel lik betting on 4D for tis date

jzu 1$ will do

P/S : I don't lik blogging with pictures.

Why does pple reply " yes it is true BUT.." to the quote " The Grass Is Owes Greener On The Other Side" when IT IS REALLY GREENER. WHY BUT???

i m starting to feel, tis pasture i m on, isnt the BEst.. I want a better, greener pasture to lie down, i want a MORE STILL waters.

I cant help it. I do miss my change personality. and nw it seem its going back to where it was before.

Are we really talking each other for granted?

Its been long since YOU spoke,
I really want to hear from you again.
I don't like being distant from you, this feeling really hurts.
I know,
I haven been good, but please, come back to me.
I yearn walking with you, embracing you all over
I again. It's about time we patch our relationship to what it used to be.
OK?
I'll change.
I know.
I'll have to make this first move.
I will.
TRUST me.
Don't ever leave me alright.
Wait for me.

Thank you Holy Spirit


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Still have to wait 6more days, till i could shout ORD LOH!! and the smell of my PINK IC.
i'll have lots of free time nxt week, who wants to go out with me.. i'm bored