I m so bored

I am bored!!

I'm disgusted by how frivolous and superficial my life is.

But of course, being disgusing, frivolous and superficial, I can't really feel disgust at being frivolous (since I am so frivolous and incapable of complex feelings)

On one hand, it's a pretty damn good life to not have to use your brain much, on the other hand, I can see my school teachers (maybe only primary school....) scorning at how a bright promising student turned out...

(seriously, I haven't done anything much since the last few months. The last thing I learnt was rearranging the beds in my room. Seriously! I've been in the previous bed position the past almost 2years since i moved here. oh oh oh..!! i learn how to plan my 14days leave i still have, before i ORD. ( i mean.. lik YAR.. its the 1st time i planned, and the only time i will for this year. )

Here's how disgustingly superficial and frivolous my life is, just yesterday:

Woke up at 12 yesterday, switch on my computer. didnt eat anything till 6pm. went to Jurong point, grab some bites at old chang kee, and headed back home.