Saturday, June 30, 2007

IF i Go todae, Wad would i be remembered for.

Reading a friends blog entry, http://quietfeelings.blogspot.com/2007/06/tribute.html .

I wanna thank God for keepping me here passed the age of 20, turning 21 real soon.
I juz feel bad tat i've nt made much acomplishment yet in life. IF i were to leave Earth today, or even right now aft i finish typing this entry, wad could I say that I'am remembered for. What will be written as a memorial of me? I cant say anything either, is this wad others would say??

"oh he is that guy, tat brings me hope everytime i m down"
"Thomas, is alwyas there for me, no matter how busy he may be, he make time whenever i need him"
Could this be wad will be written? "THE GUY WHO MAKES TIME FOR OTHERS DESPITE HIS OWN BUSINESS"

Not at the moment i guess......

Juz wanna thank God that my time isn't up yet.

Friday, June 29, 2007

Ang Pao from my dear goverment

Got my small ang pao fm my dear goverment todae.. spend it on bills... and left with a little..... Ghee... I need more $$$$$$.
Now with increase in GST hike.. i regreted nt going for the late night shopping tat is actually happening NOW in orchard....

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

took this test juz nw

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Soo... pissed

argh. I made a emart online order last friday.. and since fri is the last day of the week, the earliest possible date is wed, today.. waitted the WHOLE day.. they didnt come.
I called them since morning.. only till 4pm did some1 answered the call. he said would check my orders and callme back, also told me delievery timing will be between 6pm- 11pm. it is now 10.35PM. and nth came. no 1 turn up.. AND I HAVE NO 1 TO CALL!!! WTF!!!! wad a lousy customer support they have. to think it is actually ST logistic doing the delievery... AGRH.. all the goverment workings wad.. slck ah.... increase in salary and decrease in service quality... AGrhh... if only can boycott them.... sheesh1!1

5 hour mobtv marathorn

Had some tv marathon todae. compeleted 1 series of OLD show, then, SBC.
It is some army show. was quite shock to see tat fm those days.. compared to army now,
is lik, a heaven above heaven.

Stayed at home, again. Didn't manage to get my afternoon nap also.
Hmm..

I feel like going on a diet soon.. What shld i do. How shld i do.
Workout is a NONO for me... and pills... nah.. i don like buying those.
Pls share ur ideas with me ...

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Todae had therapy, again

Did rather OK todae... I still hav the mindset tat...
"physio is juz a waster of time and money"
not tat i have to fork out $ for the treatment. but. i still have to pay for my transport.
* i m a poor slave to the country *

Completed the whole treatment todae within 90mins. and headed back home aft that.


Didnt had much fun tis few days. it's just rotting at home all day.
Looking forward for some happening time real soon.


Looking forward for sum1 to be with me.
* its reallie boring to be living life alone.. God.. work out something for me can"

Yar. like real it'll be so SOon...

Monday, June 25, 2007

A moth flew into the room a moment ago.. Chase the hellva everyone in the room out.. scarly. IT was BIG!....

My eyes has been landing at the hp on my table for the past hours... I wonder wad is happening.
I seem to be waiting for sth to come through. BUT i duno what, What is my eye telling my mind?

Pls Lord.. Show me a answer..

Falling.. at Your feet, as my whole world, fades away....
Falling.. at Your feet, let my life be wholly thine, my life be wholly thine,
JESUS......

Sunday, June 24, 2007

WELL... having been comign here for quite sometime....

Things weren't really great the past few days., great as in, i'm excited to share it here...
JUz.. medicore day.

Had combine cellgrp on friday... Fun games and prizes.
Looking forward to nxt sunday for a captian's ball game again

Today's service was great... though it was short..but its very knowlegable.
aft svc... had fellowship with w115 gang at suntec. N88 only has me and Jere goin.
the rest.... didnt come, again.
Yet, it was great....

Headed home aft fellowship.. and nw preparing for later service alreayd...

Going off........

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Nothing really happened today...
Stop bugging me Satan.
Get off me.

Oh...... Where is the ONE.

Signing off....

Heart Talks

Night sky is overcast in redness.
i see redish clouds hovering in the dark
it'll be a wet night i guess
shall i wrap myself warm tonight, wherr arr you,
my warmer and comforter of my life.
I need you here with me,
My soul, my spirit, my flesh,
longes for you.

It is dry. and empty.
Only One in this world can fill it to fullness.
I guess, it'll take some time.
Only the Father knows the answer.


not a song, nor a poem, nor anything or everything u are thinking,...
THINK..................

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

bored to blog..

Time seems crawing on the earth todae.
mind of mixed feelings,
I don know what to do next. Hope to be back with sth nice.
while....................






Picture blogging also takes time. for long it seems to me
time shows only 2 mins...


THE earth is reall crawling in my mind today...

SAVE me

Sunday, June 17, 2007

A retreatful day

Woke up early todae for svc 2, lesson 12 of sermont on the mount. Great message preach by pst Kong, and great presence too. OKie. cut everything out..
went to have lunch at simei, had chicken rice
,
again. Since the store was PACKed.. tapao back to jon's place to eat. along the way.., there was sth in us of wanting to play.. SO, but still undecided. Intheend, it was arranged, we played captains ball.

IT was FUN,
to the power of infinity. Shag out aft the 1st round.. 2nd round was a rough match. we break every rule tat was to be followed. My team fall short of 1 - 5 points for both game each, as in we lost. BUt i had a prize.. which was, A sprained arm and 1 big blister on my toe,. Call that OUCH..!.

But i indeed had fun. extracting fm my 2nd blog post. i said i WOULD and i WILL join them the nxt game. which was todae, quite impromtu. nw, planning for another round maybe tomorrow.


Friday, June 15, 2007

well.. lets see wad happened todae...

suppose to have a guitar lesson with Torrance
so i brought all the stuffs out early, went to meet chia, shop for new strings, shop for cake and refreshments with Ailin, Chia, Natallia and Huan Li.
Den a call fm my fren saying he cant come todae cos his grandpa got admited into hospital SICU. so kenneth suggested go and pei him lor
So, i tag my stuffs, arranged with Johnatan and Qiaoyu to do the visitation
but all my fren said was Changi General Hospital nv say the ward or bed
so when reach bedok, his phone tottaly off.. cannot reach at all. SO, didnt get any infomation fm them as in the ward, or bed number.. nth at all. sad case..
* end result.. wasted trip, wasted efforts, wasted strength
BUT.. tmr will be a better day... Yeah.. I believe.!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Todae is The Day that the Lord has made, and i will rejoice in it.

Receive a few songs from Jamie,,thannnks babe... didnt have time to record those.

didnt do much todae either. Listen to songs, took a afternoon nap, chat wit friends on msn,
checked out thier blogs and friendster.


WHAT A NORMAL DAY

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

juz back fm therapy. I must say it is a really boring thing. I wonder hw can sum1 actually sit there for times and juz do the same routine for countless times... so geee. i don believe i actually went through that. AND. i have to go do it again next tuesday.. SO who is wants to come and be my companion.?? it can be real bored u noe....



letting in love with the song 幸福的距离 by liu geng Hong.. whee... recently my fren TRANSLATE it fr me into english so i can have a better understanding...

It starts to drizzle outside the window
Stars are covered by the clouds
Late in night but not sleepy at all
Tossing and turning around thinking of you

The ticking sound of the clock
Like saying i love you
Turn from 2 o'clock to 3 o'clock until 6 o'clock
Can't wait to see you

The distance of blessing
Even with millions of miles
There's the strength i need in your eyes
From south pole to north pole
Nanjing to Beijing
Your smile beats those sceneries

We made a promised
I will love you stupidly and goodly
Your name with my surname
Together forever
A hug is mroe than thousands of words

Isnt it nice?? loving every word of it... especially the ones in bold.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Woo. i finally added links to my blog.. yeah... Who wants to be linked, juz drop me a msg.
Going for a CG outing later in the evening. WE'll be watching a movie aft which, having dinner with kenneth. I wonder what would it be like for outing later... Hmmm....
The sky nw is outcast by clouds. Dark, fastmoving clouds. ITS GONNA RAIN....


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Updated at 13th JUNE 1230AM

Back from CG movie outing cum dinner, cum cock sesssion.. Ghee.. WHy we never had fun.. It feels sooooo oDD leh... Sum 1 said b4 quoting from a song,

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)



Yar.... HIGHLIGHTED,.. in bold... haih.....

Monday, June 11, 2007

Ghee.. Had prayer meeting todae. It was tough for me.. SPiritual warfare... ( duno hw to spell )
I had lots of distractings throughout the PM... the ending was more of a victory for me.
mannnn.. i having is electrical shockage every now and den on my thumb and index finger. aft the operation.. its painful! painkillers don work jamie...
Lately i m having tis sadness for my cell. It juz doesnt seem to be high in anything. I duno wad i shld do. yar. i've been told.. Be that shamgar. that one who defeated 600 philistines with his ox goat. well nt talking abt beating up my members, but be the 1 tat make the difference. I admint, i have lost fire over this already.. And i duno whad to do also.. sit, wait and do nth?? I've been wasting alot of time.. doin nth, nt doin anything about my father's business. tats bad.


Nw listening to a song: YOU ALONE...

in the lyrics, part of it says,

you are the peace that guards my heard,
my help in times of need.
You are the hope that leads me on,
and brings me to my knees.

I like the tis part. its been so long, since i actually come into His Holy presence.
prolly y i m having tis spiritual dryness all along.

as it continues...

Father we love you, and we worship you this day.

There is juz sth more in my spirit that is wanting to be RELEASE. but, i wonder isit the time or my attitude? i realy duno and but i really wanna know.


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The song lyrics of a Song that Chia sent me todae. I really feel it makes alot of meaning, brings back my memories of ------- lor.. hiah.. well, its best u all dun see the name, but hey.. it has 7characters.

Janice, Wei Lan -- Never let you go

the rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same,
everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything of that day

I can't, believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, I'd never let you go


Sunday, June 10, 2007

Oh.... Oh.. oh.......

todae went to Svc 2. Mrt jounery was ALright UNLIKE wad happen yesterday, when i was in the train, lots of things happened. Eg, the guy beside me reading wad i was typing on my hp. He was practically STARING at my screen and i type it to my fren saying " the guy beside me is reading tis sms sent to u.. ghee.. SO RUDE OF him!! " i guess it took sometime for it to enter his mind, soon he turn away and went to sleep. The couple who was sitting infront, had actually RUSH for tat seat. the women, suppose to be his wife.. ran.. and CHOP 2 seats and called out ot her hubby. aft some time. they, IN THE TRAIN. took out wad they bought and ogling at it for a long time.. ITEM? A POT KETTLE!. tsk tsk. sory,. no pic of that to show u.

Ok. tat was yesterday...

so todae, half way thru the jounery. I have a feeling tat Ailin will board the same train.. True enough, as the train is stopping at her mrt stop, she was there... it became a joke when i told her wad i felt earlier. her fren, Huan Li, quoted.."scary" hahah.. Fear of the Lord my sister! Aft svc ended, we went for lunch at tis Malan Mian store. I didnt eat there as it was rather expensive.
In the end. i had a cup of corn only. Soon, head to Prayer meeting, BK actually arrange a basketball game. w115 had more attendance. N88, only chunkiat went to join them.. Yar. Hw i wish, i could join them for the nxt game.. and YESH.. I WILL join them in their nxt game.

So, i went to bugis instead to have my ipod battery change. bought a new earphone.. ate katong laksa, AGAIN, but tis time at bugis area. den Head home liao.....

Tanjong Katong

Great day todae, fm the start till the end....
Had a mini lunch with Jon and Chia at coffeebean expo.
Chia and I had the same Beancurd Dumplings, when jon had Chicken Rice.
Headed for svc aft that.... so aft svc we took a bus..
Taken at the bUs stop b4 heading to Katong

undecided whr to go for fellowship cum dinner, cum supper. so David suggest tat we jus take a bus and look out for places whr sells food.. ended up in katong having their laksa... SO shiok the laksa. i ended up having 1 1/2 bowls. to top it off with a glassof FRESH lime juice. Heavenly!

The remains of my laksa.. SHIOK!


Aft having a fun time eating and fellowshipping and Sweating over the laksa.. we headed home. CHia and Godiva didnt go with us cos they are the easteners.. so The westerners headed to anothe bus stop to bus home. I didnt really feel well thru the jounery home.... but well.. nw , back home le.. gonna sleep soon.

Friday, June 8, 2007

A day ,,, abust....

Started off todae.. with a big bang on my bed... I was like nt wanting to leave my bed at all. but so, in the end,.. i left bed, head off to my aunt house... tasked by my 3rd uncle to bring my eldest Uncle to Sentosa as he hasn't been there all his lifetime. We 1st went to Pizza hut for lunch at Jurong point. aft tat, head off already to Sentosa, via vivocity monorail. The main visit to sentosa, is cos my eldest uncle wants to visit the Fort siliso. but, nw, even visiting there requires entry fee. Ghee.. so yar. gave up the idea of sentosa and head to vivo liao...
The only proof i've been to sentosa...


Was walking around the outdoor area.. den sum1 suddenly called my name. When i see her, i had flying thoughts of WHO ARE U BABE. den she said she is Fiona. and. yeah.. i remembered her. It was sooo long since i have last seen her.. lets say 2yrs. and GOSH. she had a major change in her WHOLE person. FIONA! if u happen to read this.. PLEASE CONTACT ME

OKie. lots of things happen... aft all the above happening, went for CG at BK's house.
Actually had a appointment with chia for dinner, but while waiting for her, Ailin appeared.. i went like.. HUR.... Chia called u along. But it wasnt the case. Ailin was suppose to be Huan Li, and i'am gonna meet chia. but. wad started as a 2 meeting became ONE. Tats when we went for dinner at the mall opp.

Cg was great. The annointing was strong. Bk spoke abt 3 things,
1) Renew your love for GOd
2) Release your future to Him
3) Remain open for new things to come

it was one of the repeated yet, annointed sermons todae. We all have to raise up and not remain where we are. IF we Don move. God wont move either. SO yea... great time too during fellowship.. too bad we didn't had dounts todae .. orh... but still... its great being together once again for cg. A friend's fren once quoted " i'll only have fun if i m with fun pple" yar. I'll love it to be mine quote too...

Okay pple.., GOod night

Thursday, June 7, 2007

For A start.....

Oh well, wad could i say...... its been bothering in my mind if i should or not start a blog again, well i said again yes... cos it was terreroist by some the last time, ( lets say 3 yrs ago ) when i was blogging on a regular basis.

OKie. for a start, i must say, its brings back something when i actually type on this entry. HAHA>. while listening to this perfect song, 幸福的距离. For starters, it is a song by Liu Geng Hong, whereby it actually became his proposal song to his then girlfriend, Vivi. The skit he did, actually gets re-performed in my mind over and over again Thinking, what or how would my proposal to my till then gf will be like.

Many of u readers here would have known tat i went for a operation on my left arm recently. well todae marks the 1st week aft the operation. and my bandage could actually be removed .! YEah. Praise God...

Ghee.. i can go on and on typing my life script for the past 2 to 3 months, but heck. tis is for a start. I don't know if any1 will actually BE BOTHERED to read every single word i typed here.
HAHa...

Ok den. i shall, save the rest for future entries.....