....He Speaks....

Ghee.. Had prayer meeting todae. It was tough for me.. SPiritual warfare... ( duno hw to spell )
I had lots of distractings throughout the PM... the ending was more of a victory for me.
mannnn.. i having is electrical shockage every now and den on my thumb and index finger. aft the operation.. its painful! painkillers don work jamie...
Lately i m having tis sadness for my cell. It juz doesnt seem to be high in anything. I duno wad i shld do. yar. i've been told.. Be that shamgar. that one who defeated 600 philistines with his ox goat. well nt talking abt beating up my members, but be the 1 tat make the difference. I admint, i have lost fire over this already.. And i duno whad to do also.. sit, wait and do nth?? I've been wasting alot of time.. doin nth, nt doin anything about my father's business. tats bad.


Nw listening to a song: YOU ALONE...

in the lyrics, part of it says,

you are the peace that guards my heard,
my help in times of need.
You are the hope that leads me on,
and brings me to my knees.

I like the tis part. its been so long, since i actually come into His Holy presence.
prolly y i m having tis spiritual dryness all along.

as it continues...

Father we love you, and we worship you this day.

There is juz sth more in my spirit that is wanting to be RELEASE. but, i wonder isit the time or my attitude? i realy duno and but i really wanna know.


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The song lyrics of a Song that Chia sent me todae. I really feel it makes alot of meaning, brings back my memories of ------- lor.. hiah.. well, its best u all dun see the name, but hey.. it has 7characters.

Janice, Wei Lan -- Never let you go

the rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same,
everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything of that day

I can't, believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, I'd never let you go